I need silence


JB, 2013

 

Now
I need silence
and cold.

I need time
to sink watches
I need time
to stop time
I seek thoughts
to kill thoughts.
 

I find
only empty bad thoughts
I find evil
the evil I am.
 

I was selfish and cruel
I need silence and cold
to freeze fantasies
So the emotions
can turn themselves to ice.
 

I need glasses
to see better me
I need ice glasses to
freeze my heart
to survive
Bye for now
bye dear friend

 

January, 30th 2018

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7 comments on “I need silence

  1. Sharrow says:

    Hey, I think Your reader (and me, of course) don’t like when You are sad.
    Although it’s cold winter around, Your friends can warming your soul. I know it.
    (And of course, I know You aren’t evil)
    Miss you, dear friend

    Liked by 1 person

  2. judybarton says:

    There’s no way to say how much I miss you …

    Liked by 1 person

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