This is from my 2020 nativity scene
Now He comes. He will come. He is coming.
Oh! He is here.
He is everything I need, everything each of us needs.
He wants to be everything for everybody.
He is so, really so, really now, yet we are blind.
I ask him that my heart could know what my reason already knows, so that I culd live in peace.
I ask that also for my friends.
Merry Holy Christmas.
Giotto: The Nativity in the Scrovegni Chapel, Padua
pic from here
It’s so silent and strange without snow
without laughs and surprised children eyes
in this bad alien world that I know
For the first time I’ll be at my home
at my so usual home, nearly alone
like a day among days. Normal days
Maybe next Christmas will be the same
like all my past ones: a special day
exquisite food and wines in that house
where I lived so much before now
Maybe this virus forces to watch
at this birthday for what really it’s
not all that opulence we can have
but the day when the Saint saves all us
Gloria in excelsis Deo: Christ soon comes
December, 20th 2020
I’m sorry… I was not able to post this stuff last week end, as usual …
Fog erases each thing with its nothing
made by silence and moisture and grey
along a way that leads to new Christmas
to new facts, to new hopes, to new life
I drive my car and I look for trees,
for signs or something that have a sense
anything I can see, recognize
to solve troubles and doubts, to go on
I miss white and pure snow in this cold
of an alien, strange winter, unknown.
Out some virus is spreading pain, death
Come soon my Lord with your holy kingdom
December, 14th 2020
Well, a friend shared me some songs by these two women. Some of their texts are interesting and intriguing, as this one is.
There is no matter between this song an my silly stuff, except for my anaphora.
Snow came, went and Shakespears
Sister sings of insane
people laying, as dud
Is this world wearing thin?
Do you think of escape?
Snow has gone far from here
white now turns into rain
as earth alters to mud
Is this world wearing thin?
Do I think to escape?
This mad mud without blood
grows high, faster and sad
in dark winters so bad
This world is wearing thin
and I cannot escape
Each sound stops in my ear
silence turns into pain
Earth seems empty of buds
I see world wearing thin
with no place to escape
It’s a joke this my tier
made by words about drains
in which life disappears
I see world and I’m thin
yet it has not my scrape
December, 5th 2020
JB, November, 25th 2020
Tonight Mars is so close to the Lady
and he whispers to her his red words
maybe they are about love and war
maybe they are full of sandy thoughts
She wears shining white dresses, made by
white rocks that cannot know any wind
nor the sound of a voice, nor fresh rain.
All is lost in the middle of nowhere
From ages she is my pale Lady of nights,
cold and pure as a virgin alone.
She chose to live without any words
when Sun drove her away from day pomp
Her soul spreads throughout ocean of silence
without take care of women, of men.
She is merely idea, frozen word
useless concept: a stone in the sky
Tonight Mars is so close to my Lady
and he whispers to her red lost words
maybe they are about old-time passions
maybe they are just my sandy thoughts
November, 29th 2020
Photo by Cherry Laithang. I found it here.
These nights I was awake and desire
did suspend everything from the dark
like does willpower when cannot act
like a life that can not be complete
Tonight you met my wishes, my needs
so you sprinkled my skin with your sighs
as a precious balm and sweet fragrance
everywhere up to my womanhood
It was night and there was soft warm skin
around me and no more dark bad things
in my deep and some whispers began strange
love song …
We’re in love and Who is love offers life
SL, Elven Forest,
November, 21th 2020
I’m my demon
I am evil, I spread
my day following wish that can’t give
me light or to turn to happy my time.
Thus my time runs away… toward what?
When I entered the water of life
there was beauty of black hairs and strength,
there were soft lips and eyes so clean, bright
grey and green. There was hope
Now I’m leaving this sea where we swim.
No more soft, this my body dries up
yet lust and will to make love grows up.
I’m my demon, that horrible bitch
Yesterday is no more, with no sense
except sin: I awaited that skin
cuddled my face and chest and down there…
Don’t’ let me alone with my bad thoughts
Don’t let me alone or I’ll be sin
Sunday, November, 8th 2020
When I feel myself as a black witch
your warm skin is my usual night wish
making my body crazy and your lips
warm and sweet eat my flesh so I twitch
I’m full often of dirty night wish
when dark cloud ends so fast every day
covering hopes and too dreams and I’m selfish
like a baby child that needs to play
Black and angry like that so bad bitch
that scared Dante and tried to him slay,
my lust grows as alone and weird birch
to whip my weak soul dreams while I liey
Without hide every worry and grief
I lie down on my bed, I’m a wait.
You are what I need on this poor Earth,
you are my only beautiful
SL, Galadriel Mirror,
January, 20th 2019-October,10th 2020
from The Picture of Dorian Gray
Pic from here
Music had stirred him like that. Music had troubled him many times. But music was not articulate. It was not a new world, but rather another chaos, that it created in us. Words I Mere words t How terrible they were I How clear, and vivid, and cruel 1 One could not escape from them. And yet what a subtle magic there was in them I They seemed to be able to give a plastic form to form- less things, and to have a music of their own as sweet as that of viol or of lute. Mere words! Was there anything so real as words?
Maybe it’s a book about sin, maybe it’s a book about our wish to be alive. In any case, in it there are a lot of deep and detailed description of our soul. Music and words: I do not comment what he says much better than what I could do.
Chatting with my friend Aola and her autoharps…
I’ve some buttons, you know
how touch them to vibrate
my deep chords and my senses:
thus I feel
joy and peace
I’ve some buttons, I know
most of them and my chords.
I can feel them vibrating
thus I gaze
me to live
I don’t know all my chords
and my buttons. Someone lies
on my skin, someone hides
I know I’ve locked chords,
buttons too: that’s my soul.
My skin needs other touch,
my heart too.
It’s to live
SL, Elven Forest, October, 20th 2020